The Innate Musings of an Insane Mind :)

Euphoria ! That's how I would love to express the feeling I have Right now.     An amazing realisation of what enthralls me and what not. A direction to move on to, a routine to stick on to, a life to live for, so is revenge to peace of mind.Yes, 'Revenge is never a straight line.Its a forest, And like in a forest its easy to lose your way, to get lost, to forget from where you came in. But once this roaring rampage of vengeance sets in, nothing but the bloody revenge can give you that contentment, to ease off the pains of all those days!     Some things once you do, in Life, for sure cant be undone. The unfinished Business..leaves the trail for the next meet. And Yes, when Fortune smiles on something as violent and ugly as revenge, its proof like no other that not only does God exist, but you are doing his will ! 

Khoyi khoyi si hoon main Kyun yeh dil ka haal hai Dhundli saari khwaab hai Ulja har khayaal hai Saari kaliyan murja gayi Rang unke yaadon mein reh gaye Saare gharaande reet ke Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi Raah mein kal kitni chirag the Saamne kal phoolon ki bhaag thi Kis se kahun kaun hai jo sune Kaante hi kyun maine hai chune Sapne mere kyun hai kho gaye Jaage hai kyun dil mein gumm mere Saare kaliyan murja gayi Rang unke yaadon mein beh gaye Saare gharaande reet ke Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi Na na na .. Kya kahun kyun yeh dil udaas hai Ab koi door hai na paas hai Choo le jo dil woh baatein ab kahan Woh din kahan raatein ab kahan Jo bhi dhakhal hai ab khawab sa Ab dil mera hai betaab sa Saari kaliyan murja gayi Rang unke yaadon mein beh gaye Saare gharaande reet ke Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi, beh gaye... P S : Though the movie was a whole crap , love the songs :) Amit Trivedi Rocks :D ...

An ear piercing yet vivid morning yell from My mom made me jump outta my totally tangled dream  # or night mare as you may call it  the inception wala  # I had last night. PS : Dont judge me at the start itself people ! Breathe..EaSY! I ain’t a movie buff  # Forgive me for that Public Lie People! Amen  # Well, Morning yells from my Mom has been lately my unset Alarm for the past 23 years with an interruption of about 4 years in a row to be specific. I deeply thank myself for not performing that well at my twelfth boards that ended up me being sent six hundred and thirty kilometers away from home to pursue my graduation, which in turn interrupted my Mom’s usual ritual of being a virtual alarm for her spoiled, youngest daughter  Back to the point, Though It was a kinda revengeful tact that shadowed my face that instant..It flashed away the moment I realised the reason why she had to yell skeptically. The fault was mine Had I been a better daughter # W...