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                  This journey always seems to me like an exploration. A journey that revealed to me, the vibrant and exuberant 'me' which stayed within, all these years.The audacity of these thoughts makes me to grow beyond the self; which I always thought was the source of these versatile notions. The freedom which I believed in, had no boundaries though; now, do I realise, Life was, and is about constraints. Constraints that chain you! And its by the accceptance of these, that we learn to live.

                 Those whims were magical though, doesnt seem to be sensible. May be it was the 'Girl' in me who made me this desperate and dumb. Though within these whims and notions I searched harder for those truths, failed everytime pathetically. Truth! We live, in search of them. Yearn hard, to live up to them. Still fail desperately every time, trying to be true to ourselves.

                  A predicament of ideals and virtues that create a perfect schism between those sensible and insensible thoughts; that must be the hardest choice we ever have to make.The fine line that separates these truths and notions seems to have been blown off in the air. Or is it the loss of those virtuous thoughts that made me, not to glance at them yet, and entailed me to be a part of this mysterious journey? Though at times, I do wonder who am I, to set these boundaries and to limit myself ; conscience does overpower at the very moment of those thoughts and make me realize, the viciousness of those constraints, that detain this exploration of mine. There are things that make you go beyond the limits; to forgive, accept and move on. Yes this time the only sensible choice left is, to move ahead leaving this search, to be chiselled by Life!