The Innate Musings of an Insane Mind :)

To start with happy Halloween People! Loved The Google doodle for Halloween. On this auspicious day I took this outrageous step to curb my identity on this virtual world. May be as far as my memories can reel back, its the first step of mine on this kind, this a direction. And I thank my cute Lil friend, the one who always reminds me of the Liliputians owing to her seemingly small physique inspite of her immeasurably profound mind. With due respect to her concern on the security and safety of the inadvertent, un-pretencious innocence that I potray, both in Real life and this Virtual Life, I hereby am forced to Re-baptise Myself :)                       Well, It has always been a surprisingly well accepted truth that we learn the biggest of the lessons, may be the smallest too, from the one's that doesn't even have a hell to do with us. And these people, the less considered, yet eye-openers of our lives have to trea...

“As my sufferings mounted I soon realized that there were two ways in which I could respond to my situation -- either to react with bitterness or seek to transform the suffering into a creative force. I decided to follow the latter course.”  ― Martin Luther King Jr. I remembered black skies The lightning all around me I remembered each flash As time began to blur Like a startling sign That fate had finally found me And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason To prove me wrong To wash this memory clean Let the floods cross The distance in your eyes Give me reason To fill this hole Connect this space between Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies Across this new divide There was nothing inside The memories left abandoned There was nowhere to hide The ashes fell like snow And the ground caved in Between where we were standing And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason To prov...

Pessimistic thoughts, pessimistic whimz! Argh!! :x Inspite of all the hard-earned infectious liveliness of the day why do we fail to acknowledge us at the end? Why do we fall apart with just a thought? Blatant silence fills at the end of each day, the reflections of which I truly know how to interpret!But there aren't reasons enough to back up those whimz. Still some part of me truly believes, the Miracle is yet to happen. Stupid it may sound. Yeah may be as they say, 'Smtymz truth isn't good enough, sometimes people deserve more, sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded'. :)

http://www.thehindu.com/todays-paper/tp-features/tp-sundaymagazine/are-you-the-one-i-fell-in-love-with/article4039606.ece P.S: Wish hard I could get to write a column in this someday! ;)

I dont know its the way things happen to you, but I kinda find myself totally unable to write most of the time I spent conciously in hope of writing, but seem to run out of topics and ideas or if it happens otherwise I pathetically seem to run short of time . I kinda forget themes soon. Interestingly to note, I find myself churning up themes and weaving around stories in my head all the while I'm travelling, cleaning and while doing all the unproductive works. :P Ah well may be its time I get to record the slices of stories that run in my head the very moment.  A new attempt :P                    The new apartment was oozing white. The walls, the pillars, the drapes.. It was all snow white. The drapes fluttered mischieviously with the southern breeze, that the afternoons bring and seemed to light up the living area with a unique charm and decor. No wonder Arvin wanted the whites to shadow their newly bought living place. Yes N...

Regardless of the Emo-strangles that it evoked, I'm in no way regretful of watching this uncomparable movie at this late an hour.! Literally made this not so eventful day a bit jubiliant :) P.S : Do I miss someone? Ehmmm... Nope Nope Not at all :D Its the best when you finally get to learn 'the trick to fool yourself' ! 

"engae enadhu kavidhai kanavilae ezhudhi madiththa kavidhai   vizhiyil karaindhuvittadhaa ammammaa vidiyal azhiththuvittadhaa  kavidhai thaediththaarungaL illai enkanavai meettuth thaarungaL..." As Chithra sang in her unbeatably melodious voice it was just melancholy that filled in me and I have no  freaking idea on how many Times I kept on clicking the play again button!  Awesome Awesome Awesome!    P.S :  I know. I 've been acting paranoid. I know there are a hell lot of things waging a war within me every second and the questions bubbling up to which I never am gonna get an answer. But the saddest part is that I've been reluctant to get out of this paranoidism, the cynic behaviour I 'm encompassing myself with. May be there are ennumber of ways by which I can easily get healed with just a thoughtful deed or a concious act to break this shell. But pathetically, I seem to be loving this 'getting drowned' in the effervescent...