The Innate Musings of an Insane Mind :)

"Its amazing what you can hide by just putting on a smile on your face"                                  Have always felt this as something utterly true. The beholders may not always sense evrything that we hide behind that pristine smile of ours, betraying those erratic, sentiments that run deep within us. It mostly takes those special people of our lives to sense those hidden tears and fears of the unknown, that we purposefully hide from the rest of the world in a constant battle to rise above and move ahead in our lives. Still why is it that I'm forced to feel that not everyone is that lucky to be bestowed with those special ones to read behind those exaggerrated, smiles ? Albeit, we all do consciously implant a charming smile that lingers all day,  hoping that somwhere someone gonna be made for us who wont even need a clue to unravel the mysteries that those alluring smiles withold !

        A perfect hectic day that drived me all nuts. Still with an hour's sound sleep guess my thoughts are crystal clear after long days.. :/        Why do we get a sense of belonging to certain people within a short time, while even being with certain others for a pretty long time, we fail blatantly to strike a chord with them?       It's been a question thats been popping up within me for quite a long time :P        Relationships has always made me wonder.  Have been wondering with all those broken relationships and failed marriages happenning around,in way leading to a more or less compromised, adjourned life  :P        The ability to relate with people, to understand them, to express ourselves- guess these are vital for every relationship to flourish. There is no magic mantra that can make any of our relationships work better than these interpersonal skills. At times chances are there for people to over estimate relationships to their advantage. Though the vice

              Its been long since people started this innate search to identify the needs and ambiguities that run within a human mind. Mind has always allured me. The way we feel, the  feelings that bound to entangle us within them viciously, however hard we try to ignore and step out of them,  the emotions, the slightest of the reactions with which our mind respond to all the chaos that life gifts it with, everything seems like a perfect paradox. And these surge of emotions, desperateness and helplessness that follows seems exasperating and drains us most of the times. In hope of striking a chord with our true self at some point, we all do experiment with our lives! And at times our decisions and ways of life does make us loose track and go directionless. The goals that we nurtured far before may seem just like a miraculous dream that may never ever be realised. The dreams that once made us loose our sleep all those nights..the one's that made our heart race at that unbelievable