The Innate Musings of an Insane Mind :)

Time flies. Just like that. Ever wondered if you dont fly along with time? Well you stand alone. Watching everyone flying ahead. As if you are rooted with just one thought. One whim. You wonder how people can stay away so long. You wonder what was it that you did wrong. You cry inadvertantly at anything and everything. Finally You realise that you have lost the thread of your mind kite. And it flutters around, higher and higher. You try being stronger and pretend hard. And Everything fails hard at the end of the day. Albeit people praise you hard for being strong. When all you need is that shoulders to lean on. Just those.

'Lootera wants you to look into the eyes of its characters, read between the frames, it wants, you, to lose yourself. But then your movie watching experience is a function of the civility of your immediate neighbors. And Lootera is vulnerable there, but it’s not its fault, it’s OUR fault. Movies are the biggest polarizers of public opinion after political leaders. So, You can choose to crucify the movie, or indulge yourself in it. I chose to indulge :) '  #howtrue PS: The cozy darker cinema hall is one of the best places to cry without people noticing you. :)

It just feels to scream out aloud. Fuckers, Fakers, Sympathisers, Masked hypocrites and Curious Sarcastics ! Step Back ! Get ahead of my WAY ! Subtle chances that I may shoot you to death very soon. Existence . Its all that matters to me NOW. Never again can I dare to afford a trail back to that empty feel.. dying a death, a zillion times !

P.S : Its just gumption and just Gumption that follows. WHOA !

Iris: Shush. You broke my heart. And you acted like somehow it was my fault, my misunderstanding, and I was too in love with you to ever be mad at you, so I just punished myself! For years! But you waltzing in here on my lovely Christmas holiday, and telling me that you don't want to lose me whilst you're about to get MARRIED, somehow newly entitles me to say, it's over. This - This twisted, toxic THING between us, is finally finished! I'm miraculously done being in love with you! Ha! I've got a life to start living. [Picks up Jasper's jacket, walking to the door] Iris: And you're not going to be in it. Jasper: Darling. Iris: Now I've got somewhere really important to be, and you have got to get the hell out. [Opens the door] Iris: Now! Jasper: What exactly has got into you? Iris: I don't know. [Pushes Jasper out the door] Iris: But I think what I've got is something slightly resembling, gumption. [Slams door shut in Jasper's f

Her eyes were constantly searching. Glimpses of known and unknown faces around didnt cease her search. Only those eyes that could sparkle hers wasn't found. Another day in that uncertain pursuit. A pursuit which may never ever be fulfilled. She sighed hard. Some stories are like this. They end even before they get started.

“ O nly once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you

"Why havent you slept yet? Its nearly 3.0 !" The mother asked in utter astonishment still with a timely yawn. She didnt say anything. her eyes were glued to the laptop. "Movies! Are you crazy? Is this the time for a girl to be awake?" The mothers nonchalant talk continued and she paid no little attention to those. She was away. The mother didnt pay attention to her forcibly tangled hair or her red swollen eyes. "Get some sleep girl. Why are you doing this? Well Its just 3 hours to morning. Vacations doesnt mean that you can get up anytime you want. " Her tone a bit harsher, and with that she left the room. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Three o'clock.She stared at the clock.The way the second hand of the clock was racing against the minute hand. Race! Life has so become a Race. A race that never ends. The reward of the race is what make people RACE. Reward. Wha