The Innate Musings of an Insane Mind :)

                           Its seems like a devastated seashore now; devastated with those deviant subtle thoughts that sounds utterly unexplainable and purely insensible, everytime I take an effort to sketch them completely. Life gives us certain moments, to hold on to at times, to cherish deep in our heart and to feel the warmth; those smiles and tears made you feel, everytime those moments flash around the corners of our minds! There are always certain questions for which we yearn hard to get the answers, but fail blatanly however hard we trail on them..They seem to move away with each realisations of us. Well philosophical thoughts are on the run; even the stars do conspire the birth of a philosopher these months :P                      Those ecstasy filled days...

          As I sit before my laptop now, my emotions are surreal. I can't seem to write anymore, vague notions, whimsical whims and faint ideas...Nothing else seem to come to me at this time. I can sense an emotion filled post coming as I am typing frantically. Somehow, there's a strong form of contradiction that exists within me at this moment, a part of me is overjoyed, filled with ecstasy; yet a part of me longs for something intangible, something that I myself do not know.            Ecstasy has filled my soul for the past few weeks, but somehow today I woke up feeling different. My intuition seems to fill my head with doubts that cannot be explained, doubts that cannot be put into words; I can't explain what I'm feeling right now - complicated. Intricacy once again unveils itself   within me, complicating whatever that has already been simplified. Emotions aren't exactly stable at ...

           Perfect things, perfect people, and perfect stories! Seems like perfectionism is the talk of the hour everywhere. Whats so mystical about this perfectionism, that people around yearn for that so badly? Everyone strives hard to be that perfect person, with the perfect relations, and perfect blessings to carve the niche of a perfect life! But very few of us do realize that this perfectionism is more or less like a mirage that makes you trail on ahead. Albeit, its this journey of imperfections to meet those outspoken perfections, that makes life worthwhile. We never realise the sweetness and beauty of those imperfect things in our lives, as we often find ourselves too busy,in our inborn struggle to be that perfect, flawless, person of the legends!                  I used to feel pity on people when they complain about the lac...

                    Life has been an experience from the day I stepped into this world; And I know Its the same with everyone.We strive hard and evolve through all these enthralling experiences in hope of being a better individual with each passing day. While some times all those laughters, love and care do colour our lives, there are for sure days of blues, when we do sink deep down, shattered losing our hopes, zest and vigour!! But those days do give you new lessons, new realisations and a way new perceptions to move ahead in your life.Everyone we meet in our lives do teach us something; something that we can never forget in our lives and depart by giving us a bouquet of experiences which are sure to enrich us as a human being.. Its just that we have to realize those magical moments life at times, gift us and move ahead with that new outlook ...

                These days were the days of realisations or to be exact, days of introspection and some serious thinking I guess! Its when we get the time to peep into ourselves and reflect on our thoughts that we discover the most veiled secrets even about ourselves! The time spent on ourselves will never be wasted, It makes you understand the true person you are.And its really wonderful meeting that person. :)           All these years of my life I feared of being committed; whether its a dream or a relationship or anything that needed commitment! Commitments scared me like anything! It may be an insecurity of the self; a fear of whether being able to live up to that commitment, a fear of being hurt and hurting people in the long run.. It  really might sound a little weird and strange, yet am compelled by my innate curiosity to understand what people define as love. Our lives run like a poetry o...

                       Sometimes we worry a lot on taking decisions due to insecurities,and fear of the unknown, even when we are quite sure of being on the right side of things. Apprehensions  make us think,think and think, to finally just get the bones out of those fleshes! Well its the maturity thing that takes the play! We loose that complacency once we had ,as we grow up! Risks make us think twice, future concerns us a lot, and  decisions are great things to be taken quite thoughtfully, analysing each and every strain of those unending saga of troubles that may overshoot in the long run.                       I wish hard, I could return to a time when life was simple- When all you knew were colours, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know then,...