The Innate Musings of an Insane Mind :)

                These days were the days of realisations or to be exact, days of introspection and some serious thinking I guess! Its when we get the time to peep into ourselves and reflect on our thoughts that we discover the most veiled secrets even about ourselves! The time spent on ourselves will never be wasted, It makes you understand the true person you are.And its really wonderful meeting that person. :)           All these years of my life I feared of being committed; whether its a dream or a relationship or anything that needed commitment! Commitments scared me like anything! It may be an insecurity of the self; a fear of whether being able to live up to that commitment, a fear of being hurt and hurting people in the long run.. It  really might sound a little weird and strange, yet am compelled by my innate curiosity to understand what people define as love. Our lives run like a poetry o...

                       Sometimes we worry a lot on taking decisions due to insecurities,and fear of the unknown, even when we are quite sure of being on the right side of things. Apprehensions  make us think,think and think, to finally just get the bones out of those fleshes! Well its the maturity thing that takes the play! We loose that complacency once we had ,as we grow up! Risks make us think twice, future concerns us a lot, and  decisions are great things to be taken quite thoughtfully, analysing each and every strain of those unending saga of troubles that may overshoot in the long run.                       I wish hard, I could return to a time when life was simple- When all you knew were colours, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know then,...

                    Read a really good post in Shobha De's Blog, expressing concern over the literal death of flirting in the society. Well  these days nobody has the time to flirt around and waste, thats something true. Forget the case of flirting, what really concerns me is the pathetic atitude of people, not only on flirting or kidding around, but even on being complimented by the opposite sex on looks or any other kind. Women are on par with men so much that, they have grown stable financially,and have become independent to raise their voice, which is something really good. Still why should we narrow our perspectives as a social being? I have often observed women getting damn upset on hearing a comment from a guy on looks and gestures. Infact I used to wonder even, what is that thing that upsets them!          ...

The spring brought with it, A mystical feel in the air. A fragrance so seducing,. Spreading all the way around. The magic in the air whispered to her, Those  ever veiled truths of life. The ones she believed to be lies once, The ones that tangled her life so far. The woes and worries of yesterdays, Made her wage a war from within. A war of the self, a war of the ages, In search of the truth in lies and lies in truths! The swaying trees and falling leaves, Shared the tales of her heart. The air around was whimsical, And made a smile, linger on her lips for a while! The secrets of yesterdays were no more the same, Here they flutter, with life and vigor! To reach the heights they belonged to, Inspite of all the odds that laid ahead! A walk of miles through those paths, Made her wonder where it leads to! Trails of the ones who went ahead, Gave her the spirit to thread on. A journey of hope,in search of light, To feel the warmth and glory of solitude...

                    A day which is to be spent bedridden! I wonder why it always happens like this. Whenever you got plenty of things to do, and you are excited of doing something, something really terrible happens or else you just get sick, not allowing you to do all those things you want to do literally! :(                     Hate this feeling of bugging on the things to do all the day! Ofcourse its the mind that can work now! No way the thoughts can be stopped! Chaining you all the way, hopping from one thing to the other, it moves as if on a roller coaster ride! And I swear its not that bad too! :)

Jab jab dard ka baadal chaya Jab ghum ka saya lehraya Jab aansoo palkon tak aya Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya Humne dil ko yeh samjhaya Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai Duniya mein yunhi hota hai Yeh jo gehre sannate hain Waqt ne sabko hi baante hain Thoda ghum hai sabka qissa Thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa Aankh teri bekaar hi nam hai Har pal ek naya mausam hai Kyun tu aise pal khota hai Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai! :)

              Guess its the climate today that makes me write. After long days of sun, the rain has set in. Love these silvery droplets pouring around. The nature is at its best during the Rains, I must say! :)               Sometimes we feel that the nature complements our mood. On a sunny day we feel warmer, brighter, outgoing, and on a rainy day we love to stay cosy, caressing our thoughts, making us go all the way nostalgic! Still its great to turn nostalgic, miss someone and stay deep buried in your thoughts for a while! :)              It makes me wish that I could hold this moment for a while, so that memories can make that smile linger on my lips a bit more. :)             Why do you miss people? A simple yet intriguing ques...

                 Have been hearing a lot from people all around me about the changes life made them to undergo all these days ! Changes in perspective, various dimensions of life and a lot more! Even I have been thinking of them lately, to change for the better! :)                People change in hope of being better I suppose! New people, new horizons, new ambitions, new vigour! You need to change when life becomes challenging. As Paulo puts it in Aleph, Its when you discover that the old "I" along with everything you learned althrough the life, is absolutely of no use at all in the face of new challenges, and you begin to realise that, buried deep in your conscious mind, there is someone much more interesting and adventurous and more open to the world and to new experiences.Yes, welcome changes with an open heart to remain happy. :) ...

            I was just surfing through a collection of Robert Frost poems and came across this simple yet wonderful quote. It amazingly explains the way, life is all about.            We never kow while dancing all the way of life in a ring, supposing to find our inner self, the insecurities and the way to happiness in the very next step, that the secret to the way of self liberation lies deep within us, unnoticed even by ourselves. :)           Can be interpreted in another way too. As we the people supposing things all our way of life and Almighty as the centre of secrets knowing everything that goes around ! :)           Frost kept it short and simple, yet it delivers a great meaning. A truly simple quote with an intricate meaning I must say!. Loved the thought. :)

Battling between the extremities Of Life on a doldrum. Sailing ahead on and on Lure of those wishes remained forever! A word of commitment, And thy life would have changed! But never did it happen,and- Mysteries trailed all the way ahead! Laid up In the shackles of dreams, Fastened to the realities though, Thou Lord had decided the ways, For the hour of destiny! In Between the Shattered Dreams, There Lie a ray of hope! Blessed are those who find Thy way! And get solace all Thy way! Like the lines of hands that lay criss-cross, Thou makes us cross each other. Blessed are those who meet their destiny, For everything is written By Thou Lord!