Resentments !
After sticking on to many days of systematic, and orderly lifestyle Finally got temporarily cured of the disgusting, exasperating sinus problem that made me lay in slumber for almost half a day, all the days, the past weeks. Hurray! My nose is perfect now. No watery nose and sneezing to engage me whole round with myself ,no-more headaches that reminds me of a thousand trains on a rail marathon, and no kinda snoring sounds to embarass my sleeps. And to top it all I got my voice back! Yay! Really did Miss my voice. I shamefully did sound like a guy the past weeks and it was quite painful to know that even the closest of my friends couldn't identify, me on the other end of the Phone! Ehm. Well my voice is back. Not that I own a sweet melodious voice that everyone loves; I kinda love the way my voice is. Sigh. Makes the Shreya Ghoshal in me alive! ;)
While sipping the morning coffee on a holiday like this I really didn't have much of the intentions but to be at home and be myself. After all its been long I was this lazy-lousy girl. Amma's poignant voice always does have a piercing effect to my ears. I dont know why. May be its cause I'm the spoiled-child of the family, who yearns to write, the one who dodged the heavy paid software job at one of the most celebrated metros,burned the daylight for a year-long, chalking out a pakka career plan and ended up in a sophisticated never ending educational course of research.
Yup back to where we were! So it was this conversation that I had with my Amma and the boisterious realisations that evolved, that made me write this post. Me and Amma : we always do have much issues, most of em due to my lethargy, as I find it too difficult to fit the crew of the so called good Indian girls who wake up at the very crowing of the cock and get to be the good certified ones with their tamed behaviour! Well a blatant confession, I aint one. Not that I find it hard to do that, But cause I hate to do it. I'm the insomniac who stays late upnight, does my bit of works whenever I feels like and experience world peace until I wake up at eight. Well eight is my late time, however late I sleep off, I kinda tend to wake up at Eight. I know. The level of respect for me would have had been raised by two inches by now. Ehm I dont mind that. Its the way I am.
The mind-fucking movie I saw last night was still reeling a show in my head. May be it was something that made me be up today. I was churning it around in my head all ways around. All the what if's and If not's played a kinda ring-a ring-o-roses in my head. And I just realised, I'm at a situation where my thoughts need to be pretty chained and blocked.
Well, Amma and me always had this issue of me sitting up late night hovering over the things that in no way mattered to her and to be specific felt utterly untimely. Everytime with my skills of persuasion, I could convince her and no wonder she always finds me paradoxical. Owing to the auspicious occasion of Vidyarambham, my sweet, naive Amma had this innate urge to visit the well celebrated near by temple where almost half of the district floods in at auspicious days like this and make it horrible even for the diety to breathe and give an ear to the grievances of the lot. Well being an agnostic I dont intend to visit the temples, but as the cause is for Amma I'm up for anything. Albeit me being this cool, an agnostic, what made my Amma Poignantly talk to me, was for the very reason that I woke up half an hour late of the stipulated time which in turn led to the lag of time in her well charted out schedule and hence leading to the lack of time :D
Well and finally it happened. We had to cancel the visit. And that triggered my Amma's ferocious Guns to shoot at me relentlessly and further ended up nailing me all around with the emotionally defeating points that were too strong on her side. The hilarious Tom and Jerry show on Cartoon Network was gratuitously running, rendering a background score for the virtual word war while the resultant Emo-bullets were hitting me rashly and rather inadvertently. And I sat there wondering what made tom run around that diaz ceaselessly, when all he had to do was to turn back to get the brainy-bravo Jerry!
P.S : I really do wonder when am I gonna be, the Girl that brings that serene smile in her.May be at the end of ten years or so, I may walk that road. Well its clearly just a 'may walk the road' as of now ! :P
While sipping the morning coffee on a holiday like this I really didn't have much of the intentions but to be at home and be myself. After all its been long I was this lazy-lousy girl. Amma's poignant voice always does have a piercing effect to my ears. I dont know why. May be its cause I'm the spoiled-child of the family, who yearns to write, the one who dodged the heavy paid software job at one of the most celebrated metros,burned the daylight for a year-long, chalking out a pakka career plan and ended up in a sophisticated never ending educational course of research.
Yup back to where we were! So it was this conversation that I had with my Amma and the boisterious realisations that evolved, that made me write this post. Me and Amma : we always do have much issues, most of em due to my lethargy, as I find it too difficult to fit the crew of the so called good Indian girls who wake up at the very crowing of the cock and get to be the good certified ones with their tamed behaviour! Well a blatant confession, I aint one. Not that I find it hard to do that, But cause I hate to do it. I'm the insomniac who stays late upnight, does my bit of works whenever I feels like and experience world peace until I wake up at eight. Well eight is my late time, however late I sleep off, I kinda tend to wake up at Eight. I know. The level of respect for me would have had been raised by two inches by now. Ehm I dont mind that. Its the way I am.
The mind-fucking movie I saw last night was still reeling a show in my head. May be it was something that made me be up today. I was churning it around in my head all ways around. All the what if's and If not's played a kinda ring-a ring-o-roses in my head. And I just realised, I'm at a situation where my thoughts need to be pretty chained and blocked.
Well, Amma and me always had this issue of me sitting up late night hovering over the things that in no way mattered to her and to be specific felt utterly untimely. Everytime with my skills of persuasion, I could convince her and no wonder she always finds me paradoxical. Owing to the auspicious occasion of Vidyarambham, my sweet, naive Amma had this innate urge to visit the well celebrated near by temple where almost half of the district floods in at auspicious days like this and make it horrible even for the diety to breathe and give an ear to the grievances of the lot. Well being an agnostic I dont intend to visit the temples, but as the cause is for Amma I'm up for anything. Albeit me being this cool, an agnostic, what made my Amma Poignantly talk to me, was for the very reason that I woke up half an hour late of the stipulated time which in turn led to the lag of time in her well charted out schedule and hence leading to the lack of time :D
Well and finally it happened. We had to cancel the visit. And that triggered my Amma's ferocious Guns to shoot at me relentlessly and further ended up nailing me all around with the emotionally defeating points that were too strong on her side. The hilarious Tom and Jerry show on Cartoon Network was gratuitously running, rendering a background score for the virtual word war while the resultant Emo-bullets were hitting me rashly and rather inadvertently. And I sat there wondering what made tom run around that diaz ceaselessly, when all he had to do was to turn back to get the brainy-bravo Jerry!
P.S : I really do wonder when am I gonna be, the Girl that brings that serene smile in her.May be at the end of ten years or so, I may walk that road. Well its clearly just a 'may walk the road' as of now ! :P
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